Monday, September 26, 2016

Don't Lay Down Your Light

It seems like a lifetime ago when I paid my bills by doing computer aura scan videos down at the local crystal store.  Good times and good memories from a time when everyday folks had a good feeling about the future; and disposable income to spend on their personal spiritual journey.  There was a pervasive optimism in the air that at last, things were improving, that humanity was finally ready to grow beyond greed. 

It just took one dark September day to change all that.

Nowadays nearly nobody does computer aura scans anymore, and if you can still find a crystal store it's a minor miracle.  Times have changed, and decidedly not for the good.  You see: we can hold the energy of faith in the future, or fear of the future equally well but not at the same time, it causes cognitive dissonance if we try.  So whether consciously or subconsciously; we each make the choice which energy we will hold, and send out; the positive vibration of faith or the negativity of fear

If 9/11 did not mark the boundary between 3rd and 4th dimensional resonance, then certainly it was a harbinger that our transition from the known into the unknown was looming directly ahead.  Well, it's 15 years later now and it sure seems the vast majority of the population continues to sleepwalk thru this growing nightmare hoping it will soon be over.

The horrific daily headlines are prime indicators of the transition thru 4D space-time.  These indicators are the opposite of peace & order.  Many cannot help but feel like we're all in some surrealistic dystopian landscape with chaos, death & carnage at every turn of the news cycle.  Fourth dimensional resonance is more or less designed to tear down that which exists to make way for the next thing.  That being destroyed needs to be torn down, and all the death and chaos are it's final death throes, clawing & slashing at everything; trying to remain in control.  That which is dying is the world system of greed and power which is no longer sustainable on this planet as a way of living.  It is being phased out, and is NOT going at all gracefully.

With each new assault against the common good our souls cringe, then retreat for whatever feelings of safety 3D used to provide; but alas, 3D reality is no longer there to fall back upon.  None of the old survival equations seem to work anymore, and the things we used to depend upon are gone.  Feelings of abandonment and being lost are spreading almost as fast as the great awakening; and everywhere, people are simply exhausted.

What must it feel like to become spiritually aware and active, just to see spirituality taking it on the chin everywhere we look?  To be sure, some will see spirituality as a suitable enough lifeboat in these troubled times, which is not to say it is, or ever has been, an easy road to walk. 

Anyone who tries to tell you the spiritual path is an easy one is either an inexperienced fool, or is blowing blue smoke up your ass.  Living your spiritual beliefs as a way to BE on this world is anything but simple or easy.  On an almost daily basis we find people and things forming obstacles & challenges to our progress.  It's kind of the downside to consensus reality; the collective unconscious seeks conformity and normality within the human herd.  Spirituality then becomes the quest to be in the herd yet not of the herd. To retain that sense of the sovereign self amid our daily dealings with others of our kind.

How difficult is it for us to just naturally assume that until they prove otherwise; others are equally deserving of being treated the same way we prefer to be treated ourselves?  Is there some great sacrifice needed that prevents us from seeing the Godforce in every living being; whether a neighbor, or a world distant?  When did we, as individuals begin to buy into all this programming that seeks to divide us and set us against ourselves??

 Part of being a sovereign soul on the spiritual path is the frequent taking inventory of our thoughts, and belief system.  Among other benefits it helps to identify and delete cultural programming of the unconscious and subconscious mind.  You run an occasional virus check on your computer, why not your brain?  Make sure all the random thoughts & beliefs bouncing around in there are all yours!  Those who know a better way, have the obligation of sharing that wisdom with others, and the best way to do that is by living a life in accordance with your spiritual beliefs.  Lead by doing, show them a better way.

The spiritual path is anything but easy.  Some of the more common 'costs' of being on a spiritual path include: loss of friends, alienation of family; & living a solitary life because compatible mates are few & far between.  Then there's always living among the unaware masses who cannot relate to you, and alienation at the workplace, distrust of co-workers, etc. 

Walking a spiritual path requires you show up for your life and make conscious choices and decisions as you go.  The alternative is to sleepwalk thru life, following the masses; just like the walking dead.

Many of today's social ills result directly from not seeing one another as sovereign spirits with all the same needs, hopes & dreams as ourselves.  We have been conditioned over generations by the great shining lie to see others as competition, as outsiders, as different and therefore not deserving of the respect and consideration we reserve for ourselves.

The non-sustainability of unlimited, un-checked growth & limitless, relentless greed is the greatest enemy of humanity.  It feeds off of us as if we're nothing more than a renewable resource for the elite 1% luxuriating  at the top of the food chain.  They care not a whit about us, they think of us as useless eaters to be exploited, then abandoned.

Evidently the search for a qualified, popular new president has come down to the two most despised people in America; one is terminally ill and the other terminally insane.  With each new day they jack-up the insanity, passing it off as normal & healthy.  How any sane, right thinking person could bring themselves to vote for either one simply escapes me.  Here's a revolutionary idea: Don't vote!  Abstain, don't take part in the greatest national disgrace since George W. Bush.  It's simple really.  There is no law which mandates you vote even if the candidates are all scum - so if you really don't like voting "for the lesser evil" then just don't vote period.  Wanna tell them how you really feel?  On election day go outside & instead of voting, wave to the satellites above with that single finger salute.  Let that be your vote!

 Voting for the lesser evil is still a vote for evil, STOP DOING THAT !

Daily police shootings of unarmed black men across America serve to reinforce psychic numbing in the population, and are designed to spark a full-on race war just in time to postpone the election, and invoke martial law, which legally locks Obama in as dictator in chief for as long as he likes.  I believe we each have a spiritual obligation to not only withhold our sanction of this election, but to resist it every way possible.  Helping those who oppress you is not terribly spiritual & it destroys your self-esteem.

The American media machine is currently fond of saying that we are having a national conversation on race and violence, and although it more closely resembles an armed shouting match without referees, there may be a glimmer of truth in that.  Just having a conversation however is not enough because our programming has conditioned us to listen to reply, when we should be listening to understand.  If we listen to others as a way to understand them we gain insight to their struggles and can much easier see them as another us, a sovereign soul, deserving of every respect we claim for ourselves. 

If that cop the other day had been able to understand the desperate, pleading words of a terrified wife, maybe her husband would still be alive today.  We need to be very clear about what is going down on American streets.  Time after time after time and regardless of the situation; police are gunning down unarmed black men as if there was a weekly quota.  Not only that, but shooting someone dead most frequently happens at the beginning of an encounter!!  Why do the cops have all that other non-lethal equipment hanging on their belts if kill on sight is the order of the day?
 Why not subdue someone with pepper spray, taser or rubber bullets if you must; instead of shoot first & ask questions later.  Cops these days aren't the least bit interested in asking questions or having ANY conversation; they just show up and start shooting. 

You don't have to look far to see the single outcome desired by these daily executions of unarmed black men.  People will tell you it's because the system is racist and that much is true, but it doesn't stop with that.  We all know that the system is racist, the new wrinkle is this racist system is suddenly assassinating black civilians as a means to have "the national conversation" turn into a national race war.  Simple as that!

As if to mirror the apocalyptic marine life die-off along the pacific coast there is a dramatic increase in west coast cancers.  Nearly 4 out of every 6 people are getting cancer, it's so widespread as to be almost considered normal!  This then is the reaping of the fukushima whirlwind.  Nobody squawked very long or loud when our only national response to Fukushima was to quietly increase the safe levels of radiation we could be exposed to!  And nowadays Nobody wants to admit that all these new cancers, and all those dead marine mammals littering west coast beaches are the direct result of Fukushima.  Tell me please, what did you expect would happen when radiation is pumped into the oceans and air unabated for five years?

The recent acquisition of Monsanto by Bayer marks the beginning of the next phase of getting your cancer directly from the food you consume.  About the only way to avoid that fate is to grow your own food from your own seeds, which is of course, illegal now.

"Did you ever wish you would die...?"
"'s foolish to ask for luxuries in times like these"
                                                     ~The Road~

One of my early spiritual teachers used to speak of following the spiritual path as picking up your light or accepting the responsibilities required as a spiritual seeker.  He spoke of carrying your light, or sharing your light with those open to it or needing it.  He'd also speak of laying down your light, when the road is rough and you feel like quitting.  Yes, even all those many years ago the spiritual road was too rugged a territory for some.  Just as it isn't easy to live a spiritual life; living spiritually doesn't always make life any easier, it just makes life easier to deal with.

Just in the last few years several "spiritual" friends of mine have thrown in the towel and laid their light down, thinking I suppose that it would make their life easier somehow if they blended in better with all the sleepwalkers they must deal with every day.  Integrity used to be a quality that would open doors and propel one ahead in the game of life.  These days it has become a liability because if you show integrity it is seen as weakness and soon the jackals are circling your cubicle. 

Living a spiritual life is a game plan for the long haul, not a shortcut to success & riches.  We are programmed to expect an immediate tangible reward for the energy we put into things, which isn't always logical, but we do it anyway.  We're living in the age of technology and instant gratification; nobody seems to have patients any more.  That isn't how spirituality works.  Today's artificially accelerated pace of life is designed to keep us off balance spiritually; to keep our focus totally upon survival, working, and money.

Spirit on the other hand whispers in our ears to slow down, to assess things on their merits rather than the expediency of the moment.  Spirituality is about taking the jigsaw puzzle pieces of wisdom we collect during a lifetime, and making them into a cohesive picture to guide us on our journey; instead of being just another scurrying rodent in the rat race.  

Is there room for cynicism in spirituality? 

Absolutely, of course there is. In fact; without a healthy dose of cynicism your spiritual quest may as well be a hobby.  If you're unwilling to suspend a willingness to believe long enough to check credentials & conduct due diligence then I submit your spiritual quest is little more than a shopping spree for a new cop out.  The recent revelations concerning "Zen Gardner" are an excellent example.*  Let's all be clear here about the difference between spiritual, and New Age.  They are not the same.

A person's spirituality is somewhat like keeping yourself well dressed.  It isn't so much about what is trending, it's more about fit.  Just as we periodically discard old clothing because it no longer fits, we must do the same for our belief system and spirituality.  When an article of clothing no longer fits, we replace it with something that does.  What we don't do is to throw away all our clothes and run about naked everywhere; yet that is precisely what happens when we lay our light down because the spiritual road is suddenly too challenging.  You're gonna end up feeling naked and overexposed without your spirituality, so don't lay down your light, adjust it till it fits right again.

These ideas about such things as being a sovereign spirit, and seeing every other human as another you deserving all the same dignity and respect; these are not new ideas, in fact they're quite old and can be traced back to the Mayans as one of their traditional greetings: In Lak'ech~Ala K'in which loosely translates as "I'm another you-You're another me." All the very best truths are simple like this in nature.  Simple, easy to understand, with zero ambiguities.  As the late Stuart Wilde said; "If you can't describe it is 25 words or less it's not the Godforce."

I know that what's in me is also in you as well; I know that my soul cries out in anguish with each new atrocity against humanity, so how can yours not as well?  I have these grave concerns regarding the Fukushima Legacy now manifesting, and how much worse it's going to get ~ so I know these feelings are within you as well.  How can they not be? 

Why is it so difficult for us to acknowledge what we love about ourselves must also apply to every other human?  We are a human family flying thru space on a big rock; and we hold a common stake in what happens to our ride.  It's relatively easy to ignore social injustice when those dying live on the other side of the big rock: but not so much when it comes to main street USA.  Why is it we hold some lives in high value (our own) while not batting an eye if that life belongs to a stranger we'll never know?  Well guess what?  To everyone else in the world YOU are that nameless stranger!  Now do you care if the rest of us value your life? 

How can we expect our children to grow up respecting human life with so much gratuitous violence & death being passed off as "entertainment".  What it IS, is called entrainment, getting us so saturated with death and violence that we become psychically numb to it, we get used to it, and that is the whole idea. Pacification,  Control. 

Someone recently observed that it feels like everything is coming to a 'head' with pressures building from every side.  That's a pretty basic way to put it I suppose.  Here's another way to see it.  Many are familiar with the concept that in life; a lesson is often repeated in various forms until we have learned that particular lesson.  What's going on in the world is a bit like that concept, on steroids.  Earlier and in various other posts, I was talking about how we're currently transiting thru 4th dimensional resonance, and how it's function is to tear down and transmute all energies not compatible with emerging into 5th dimensional resonance frequency.

 Well, guess what campers, the way we currently view our fellow star travelers is pretty damn incompatible with 5th dimensional resonance.  Pride, arrogance, bigotry, racism, ethnic intolerance: these are just the top five on the list of things that we have to transmute if we ever want a future that doesn't resemble the present.   As a point of fact, if we as a species of civilized beings are unwilling or unable to elevate our thoughts and belief systems to a frequency compatible with 5D, then the future will look exactly like the present.  The longer it takes us to have that epiphany and elevate our vibration; the longer these lessons will keep recycling, and the worse they will become.  Ponder that for a moment.  Sounds a bit like Hell, doesn't it?

If your only source of news is the sewer pipe of mainstream media (all of which is owned by just 6 corporations) then nobody could blame you much for thinking the sky is falling and the end times are upon us.  They need for us to think that and then be appropriately fearful of what's coming next.  They've been updating the same damn dog & pony show scam for over 70 years and we're still falling for it, every damn time.  Rule by intimidation, control by fear, keep society powerless and fearful.

They want us to have no hope for the future, to give up on spirituality as a way out of this dystopian nightmare.  They've had spirituality in their sights for a long while now, and we've recently seen several examples of the damage they can create with a bit of subterfuge here and there. 

What's coming, and is nearly here I think, is not the apocalyptic end times so much as a spiritual cleansing.  A lot of quantum healing and maybe even a couple of positive things we can't yet see; which might provide us with a chance perhaps, of turning it all around. 

Yeah, I'm aware of just how bleak the future is looking these days, that's because we keep letting the same five families of psychopaths run the planet.

If it's true that the Godforce never gives us more than we can handle, then evidently it thinks we're a bunch of bad asses down here.

We're going to be needing your help.  Don't lay down your light.

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  1. Love the term "sovereign soul," thank you. And also love that you say that the spiritual path is not new age. What a relief to see that in print. It can't be said enough. It removes the doctrine and dogma we can get caught in and returns us to our essence, our self-determined will to grow. And here is something I'll add: Sure, I wanna make THE WORLD great again. And it's all so confusing!! I just stumbled on these:

    "Mind-fucked, most Americans can’t even see that an American president’s only task is to disguise the deep state’s intentions. Chosen by the deep state to explain away its crimes, our president’s pronouncements are nearly always contradicted by the deep state’s actions. While the president talks of peace, democracy, racial harmony, prosperity for Main Street and going after banksters, etc., the deep state wages endless war, stages meaningless elections, stokes racial hatred, bankrupts nearly all Americans and enables massive Wall Street crimes, etc. Only the infantile will imagine the president as any kind of savior or, even more hilariously, anti-establishment. ... It cannot happen! A presidential candidate will promise to fix all that’s wrong with our government, and this stance, this appearance, is actually very useful for the deep state, for it gives Americans hope. Promising everything, Obama delivered nothing. So who do you think is being primed by the deep state to be our next false savior? Who benefits from false flag terrorist attacks blamed on Muslims? Who gains when blacks riot?"
    -- The Unz Review, 9/24/16

    "Good grief!! Bibi confers with Hillary AND Trump before debates—guess who’s calling the shots?"
    -- James Perloff

    1. "It was the final nail in the coffin of hope, at least for this election. ... Pence’s praise of Cheney lauded the domestic point man for the greatest crime in American history. It was an unthinkable imposture for any American to conspire in the murder of nearly 3,000 of his own compatriots in exchange for a convincing excuse to allow the war machine to crush a string of countries for not paying protection money to the Jewish American world control mechanism... ... The wars for Israel will intensify and spread under an administration of either candidate. ... Hence, there is no longer any real reason to vote in the coming election. ... So what ultimately results from voting in 2016 is more sorrow for everyone, because of the universal inability to challenge the corruption of our own government... ... And as has been the case in any era across time, your choice is to lay down and die or recognize the tyranny you are living under and fight it with every ounce of a desire for truth and justice that you have left in your soul. To remain silent about the lies of your leaders is to be an accomplice to their crimes. And now you get to vote. Try to not cry. No real candidates are to be found anywhere. The only candidates who are really real are the ones insisting we need a new 9/11 investigation immediately, because the truth of that event will change the composition of the U.S. government for the better, permanently and irrevocably. Otherwise the country will die, choking on the toxic vomit of its own lies."
      -- John Kaminski

    2. James & John~
      How very refreshing it is to read both of your comments, as on most days I wonder if anyone is really paying attention. I do believe that even if many years too late; a lot of folks are now seeing just how total the corruption really is. There is a long list of number 1 priority issues which are NEVER mentioned in any political discourse or debate; and the first one is Fukushima. Followed closely by the BP gulf disaster, fracking, chemtrails, GMO "foods," the privatization of water, & a vice president who gropes every child and female within his reach!

      I watched the entire 'debate' as well; kept getting this hallucination they both began choking & bitch slapping each other, guess it was the nausea kicking in.

      John, you hit the nail on the head: "To remain silent about the lies of your leaders is to be an accomplice to their crimes." That is exactly how I feel as well. The silent masses are afraid of losing what little they have by speaking out against this police state tyranny, happy to let others engage the fight. As John Wayne once said, "Courage isn't the absence of fear, it's saddling up anyway." There's a place all ready for those who don't resist, called FEMA camps; I hope they like the accommodations!

      Land of the free - home of the brave my ass.

  2. Yeah, I watched the whole presidential debate. How anyone can still believe is beyond me.

    Him, way to easy on her heinous crimes and thefts. Her, superficial and lying. Him, not defending our Constitutional rights. Her, the more severe war-monger of the two.

    I just wondered how the people of Syria were feeling as the debate put the economy front and center while they were being bombed to bits. How they heard the words (I paraphrase), "Take them down and get the oil." Imperial arrogance not even trying to hide.

    Bibi must be delighted that about 100 million of us showed up (most, but not all) to validate the control machine.

    Only integrity can lift things up and in the political arena it is the hardest thing to come by. The candidates avoided everything that can make life work here on earth. Integrity combined with organic farming - hope worth reaching for.

    I gave both candidates middle names: Hillary 'Lying' Clinton, and Donald 'Stop and Frisk' Trump. I believe in neither.

    1. Anony @ 12:20 PM
      Yeah, too bad nobody paid attention to President Eisenhower's farewell address about the dire threat of the military-industrial-complex to this country. Too bad we let them kill both Kennedy brothers and get away with it, too bad about the 150 some dead micro-biologists, and too bad we let them get away with murdering American citizens to "sell" another war of conquest. You simply cannot give psychopaths free reign with no accountability and expect to have a world that is safe to live in.

      We're about to learn THAT lesson big time!

    2. Hi Chautauqua, Should have clarified, but those two quotes by Perloff and Kaminski were posted by me, whom you called "Anony." I extracted them from the writings of those two long-time journalists. Just wanted to explain.

      Thank you again, for this site. I hope it grows and blossoms.

    3. Ahhh, now I see the quotation marks - that explains it, thanks

  3. Greetings,
    Thanks for this. Your post sums up how I have been feeling lately. I have my own blog, and haven’t felt much like writing. In fact over the past six months or more, I find about the time I am going to write about something, there is a post like yours. So why reinvent the wheel?
    Instead, I put the link to your article inside my post called, “How will it End…Begin?” Essentially I use the analogy of this existence as waking up inside The Truman Show and either not being able to find the exit or something or someone changed the password! If you are interested in reading it, see
    Thanks again!

    1. Anony@ 5:53 AM
      Just write from your heart, write about what you know,
      Write from your experience. Write from your passion.

      Nobody else out there is doing that!

      Just Write !!!

  4. Alphred E. Neuman had it right, voting is insane. But growing up, voting was a treasured right. My dad was in his 30s when he earned his U.S. citizenship in the late 60s, and it was a big deal for him to vote here, not something to be taken for granted. As obvious as it has become now that almost all politics is just corrupt bullshit, *not* voting, is hard to do. The detestable candidates we have now are both unelectable. There are no lesser evils this go round. Trump, showing us how many truly ignorant, people void of character there are fawning after his hideous money, probably spawning the rash of evil creepy clowns across the world, and Hillary, evil witch war monger, greedy parasitic bitch of ponerology. I will vote for Jill Stein, because it is in my blood to vote, and because this woman strikes me as genuine, but with a heavy heart knowing that the jig is rigged, and has been blatantly so for a long time.


  5. “But talking about freedom and bein’ it, that’s two different things. I mean, it’s real hard to be free when you are bought and sold in the marketplace. Of course, don’t ever tell anybody that they’re not free, ‘cause then they’re gonna get real busy killin’ and maimin’ to prove to you that they are. Oh yeah, they’re gonna talk to you, and talk to you, and talk to you about individual freedom. But if they see a free individual, it’s gonna scare ‘em.”
    -- Jack Nicholson as George Hanson in Easy Rider

    1. Ah Ha, one of my favorite movie quotes of all time.
      Very fitting, Indeed.

    2. Poem For Zendon

      Many weeks and a few moons pass,
      one wonders about you,
      what your days might be bringing,
      if your mind has emptied of false defenses
      and habitual evasion of important questions,
      if your sleep is smooth,
      your mood even,
      if you find friends in any associates,
      if you have a plan for more of something
      or more of the same
      of lame excuses, unattended abuses
      Or perhaps other plans wherein you shift
      to open conscience and penitence,
      where your eyes no longer covered with fog
      clearly see what you advanced
      and if by chance that clarity
      stirs in you the honesty
      of deep and genuine amends

      One wonders

      Where do you take rest and comfort
      knowing some have too-long lived
      bereft of comfort and loving healing
      the scars of life to deep to mend
      and yet their hope is certainly lifted
      when someone stands to tell the truth
      and owns his part in the darkened heart
      that bleeds all over innocence
      for truth has often opened miracles
      where those who thought they could not heal
      saw in their lives a bloom of beginning
      beginning recovery and a brave step forward

      One wonders if you'll come fully clean
      share what your road is now revealing,
      and what your cards are currently dealing
      Curiosity holds the curiously curious
      'cause we're rooting for those underdogs
      want no one standing in their way
      granting them their freeing day
      wherein they see their worth

      You were also innocent once
      remembering that is what it takes
      and an epic effort to set things straight
      and certainly you shall have a shot
      at a life that understands wrong from right
      and spends its days reaching for light
      to keep the darkness far away
      No one's without this option

      We'll see, we'll see, won't we?
      'till then, one just wonders

  6. "You can tell the greatness of a man by what makes him angry."
    -- Abraham Lincoln

  7. Instruction: To overturn a table, place both hands on table edge, then push up until the top is at the bottom.

    "Conditioned women are being engineered to reject all forms of the emotion of anger when displayed by a male. From a very early age, they are taught the 'New' Age Deception that anger is an invalid emotion that human beings, especially men should not openly display. Of course, this tactic is used to suppress righteous indignation toward the iniquities that are taking place in our world so that the Powers That Be can go on ruling unchallenged."
    -- Mark Passio

  8. Do you suffer from "toxic masculinity?"

    Gimme a break!!

  9. Oh my farkin bleeding heart
    Go join Darnell for leftover farts
    No one should be curious
    Psychopaths don't change
    Don't make me furious
    Doors stay closed for the deranged

    If you invite the snakeskin back
    At your own peril - there will be no cutting some slack
    He's forgotten, forget him
    Or get his email from the dustbin
    And use your own platform
    For your chewing of popcorn

    1. "Magic happens when you do not give up, even though you want to. The universe always falls in love with a stubborn heart."
      -- Author Unknown

      "The map is not the terrain."
      -- Author Unknown

  10. "The human heart is the first home of democracy."
    -- Terry Williams

  11. Underdogs are those children left behind
    Not some self righteous manipulative mind
    Sometimes the only "shot" that's left
    Is one under the chin, up through the cleft
    Why don't you say "I wonder" and not "one"
    We are done with the wonders of that scum

    1. It's a charge, Patrick, a charge on my heart, for the children, and we're all children. If I feel to go further, please understand.

  12. We are not all children speak for yourself
    But I see you are, seeking with stealth
    More drivel from the slippery fake
    To be bedazzled staring at his wake

    You are a sympathiser hiding behind quotes
    Placing your hope into the creepyhand joke
    So as you keep wondering in your brain fog
    Here here is my charge, go root your underdog

  13. No Sam , we are not all children , we are adults and the majority of adults know when something is wrong and this is wrong on every possible level .
    Stop trying to justify the unjustifiable, to ascribe spirituality to the abuse of children . It's sick . It's not poetic it's not "spiritual" it's dirty, filthy ,painful and real . It's not a subject to be "mused" upon and treated as an excercise in pseudo intellectualism and "spirituality "
    If you feel the need to support or excuse" ZG " send him a private email ,
    After you have done this , cover yourself in shame .

    "There are generally three parties to child abuse : the abused , the abuser and the bystander"
    Louise Penny . A Fatal Grace .
    Stop being a bystander .