Monday, January 1, 2018

Homesick Seekers

I have never really felt like I belonged here, in this place, on this planet Earth.

There are a lot of us who feel this way: If you pause to think about it you probably know some folks who feel this way, even though they don't speak about it.  You may even be one yourself.

The symptoms are wide and varied according to the individual but it always ends up with us feeling we're on the outside looking in, not in the loop and not getting the memos. There is this prevailing feeling that we simply don't belong here on this violent, greed infested dust ball on the material plane.

We cannot understand why the morals and issues so important to us don't seem to matter in the cold world we travel through: This place is alien to folks like us, and that makes finding our way somewhere between difficult and impossible.

One would think such feelings wouldn't be so prevalent what with this being the dawn of the Aquarian age and all that, but it just isn't as simple as moving from  one year into the next.  What we're dealing with here are cycles and patterns that play out over the course of 26,000 years.   As the precession of the equinox winds it's way backwards thru the celestial zodiac; earth spends roughly two thousand years in each of the 12 zodiac signs.

After spending the previous 2000 years passing thru the sign of Pisces we're now  witnessing the collapse of a world system built around power, greed war and wealth.  Considering that the attributes of Aquarius are just about polar opposite of Pisces, there is bound to be some turbulence, and we are seeing it every day now.  We're currently traversing the 4th dimensional space-time known as the Kali Yuga, the last of 4 repeating world cycles, and it is called "The age of Vice."

It is this deteriorating, crumbling edifice of the Kali Yuga that's causing all the chaos and insanity we're seeing everywhere.  Time is now up for those who have prevailed & profited from this Age of Vice: but they don't want to leave the stage or willingly allow the changes which must now manifest.  The very nature of vice itself. 

We cannot hope to see the full bloom of Aquarius until after the end of the Kali Yuga, and on that score there is some good news, and some not so good news.   The good news is that all of my research & calculations on the Kali Yuga indicate that it's final end will come in the year 2025, just eight more years!  The not so good news is that the world will be in transition until the year 2325; so none of us are going to see Aquarius in this incarnation.   Get used to seeing soldiers with heavy weapons on every street corner.  This is why so many of us declare that we don't want to come back to this place; we don't want to get stuck with clean-up duty.

   Only Dead Fish Go With the Flow

Over the last several years we've seen increasing interest in 11:11 and what it's true meaning is.  There are seemingly an endless number of explanations but the one that rings true for my soul is that it is a specific message coded into human DNA, and that message is, "Return Home".  Our source (home) is in the 11th dimension. 
Prior to coming here we agreed to multiple incarnations in 3D for various reasons that would serve evolution, enlightenment and our own spirits.  When we see 11:11 we're being reminded to wrap things up here and return home, return to source; in the 11th dimension.  Our work is nearly done here.

If these concepts are confusing try thinking of the different dimensions as frequency wavelengths rather than some place on a cosmic map.  We're being reminded that we do not originate from this place, it's just our 'day job' so to speak.

Planet Earth is a school, and the curriculum is all about balancing negativity and embracing divinity.  You're either here to learn these lessons or teach them; and in some cases both. This is where they send those who still don't get the whole love/unity vibration; and those of us who are wanting off the planet were talked (or tricked) into coming here to be teachers and healers.  Its like the old time school houses where all grades are taught in the same building, in our case, planet.  Some of us are closer to graduation than the unwashed masses who think Trump is their hero, and who cannot think past  black Friday.  

We're here for them.

If we cannot teach them to embrace the love/unity vibration, then maybe the best we can do for anyone at this point is show them the way to the exit.  If we can just find it ourselves.

As I see it, the only way out is UP; as in lifting our vibration higher.  Yes, at first this will make the symptoms of alienation more acute, but after a while it makes you stronger. The first part of lifting our vibration is to detach from the constraints of the material world, to stop believing in the limitations "they" place on us.  By now most of us are pretty battered by this sojourn.  We're weary after a lifetime of struggle, confusion and insufficient information.  After all the effort by so many for so long it's sometimes hard to see the progress.  These are the kinds of things that'll get you wanting to leave this planet.

The sexual predator misconduct by powerful men seemed forever to be a permanent part of our culture; until very recently.  All that has changed now with the "me too" movement blasting the lid off and ending the careers of a growing list of such predators.  Judge Roy Moore could not escape it, and neither will Donald Trump.  We will never allow things to go back the way they were. 

Even a few years ago normalizing same sex marriage and making it the law of the land seemed impossible.  Change IS happening, and we will come to see even more; but as already stated, it's moving glacially slow.

Maybe we're feeling so homesick because we think the light  has abandoned us to fend for ourselves in this school turned into a spiritual wasteland.  The one thing we fight most consistently in this life is insecurity.  It is our constant nemesis from cradle to grave; and that which puts that sharp edge on the weariness of the soul.  If you're dealing with insecurity, then here's something to consider:  With this entire spiritual migration hanging in the balance, as well as bringing Earth into the 5th dimension as the Kali Yuga comes to an end; do you think source would trust the outcome to anyone but their very best warriors?  We're the "A Team" folks!

King Corruption has waged a full court press offensive against anything that empowers the individual spiritually.  The age of vice wants to continue forever; but to do that, it must (try to) break the cycle of the Yugas by using pacification technologies to put humanity into a kind of arrested development; preventing us from breaking the threshold of enlightenment.

"If we fail to anticipate the unforeseen or expect the unexpected in a universe of infinite possibilities; we may find ourselves at the mercy of anyone or anything that cannot be programmed, categorized or easily referenced." 
                                                     ~ Fox Mulder ~

 The stressful symptoms of 4D are very strong now, stripping away the thin veneer of plausibility, and exposing all to the sad fact that corruption has been king for a goodly while now as the world clings to hope, salvation and deliverance.

Well, all that hope went away with last years (s)election of Trump as our president.  With each passing day he does his best to destroy the work of his predecessor and remove laws which protect the environment.   We would have to look long and hard to find a more despicable human being than Donald Trump; which is why it doesn't bother me at all that he has spent 109 days, a third of his presidency, playing golf at one of his properties. The hope is that if he's focused on his backswing, maybe we all get a break; but he always has his twitter phone handy, when it's been too long since his latest nasty attack on someone.

The reason we must focus on raising our personal vibrational frequency is two-fold.  First, if you don't know where you're going, any road will get you there, so it really helps to set a destination in mind.  The other reason is because when we do increase our vibration, others will see it, so instead of telling them something, you're showing them how to do it.  It's why we're called way showers and light workers.

All of us here on this planet are part of a grand experiment, a kind of spiritual migration; to see if we could be separated from source, and then find our way back to it.  The problem is that it's a "team sport" sort of thing: We came here together as a soul group, and that is how we must return...nobody left behind.  Not even Trump.

A leading cause of much of my own weariness resembles a cosmic version of Russian roulette wherein every year another friend dies, some years two. Seven friends gone in just the last six years.  It not only has me wondering who will be next, I of course also wonder if this year it will be me. I don't care anymore; I just want to go home.
 Even now I must bear witness to another close friend dying from cancer; its with me every day because she and her husband (who is my business partner), live just upstairs.  I never get used to those midnight runs to the emergency room, or the long hours that follow, waiting for the phone to ring.

Another thing I'm very tired of is not being able to buy any phone or battery powered device that doesn't turn into an IED anti-personnel bomb.  Why, why, why do we accept such incompetence as normal?  Why do we allow even one such device to be sold?  The answer is the aforementioned pacification technologies such as chemtrails, flu shots, GWEN towers, and wild fires.  "They" have correctly wagered that if they keep us sick, lethargic and apathetic we won't fill the streets unless it's to buy the newest version of telephones that explode in your pants.  "They"  know that if they bombard us with social media and GMO foods we will accept anything regardless of how absurd: case in point, Donald Trump!  "They" know you don't like thinking about Fukushima, so they help by making it a forbidden subject throughout the six corporations who own all the media on the planet. 

The internet is full of good ideas (& some stupid ones) on how to maintain our balance and sanity in such times as we are living in now.  Some 'golden oldies' are still as good as ever, so I pass them along in case you've forgotten.

Spend more time alone in the wilderness whenever possible, reconnecting with the planet.  A trip to the Brooks range isn't necessary, any nice quiet forest will do, or deserted ocean shoreline, or whatever calls to your soul.

Eat when you are hungry, sleep when you are tired; all things in moderation. 
Take what you need and leave the rest.

Most of all though, follow your heart, not the demands of social engineers.  The heart will not compete with the raucous noise of the dying Kali Yuga; so to make certain we are listening, it always whispers, forcing us to tune out the unimportant.

Of course we must pursue these spiritual imperatives while also trying to conduct a happy, successful and meaningful life on the planet amid all the sleeping dreamers, not always so easy to accomplish.

It seems most humans nowadays are all stuck in the lower 3 chakras, seemingly unable or unwilling to bridge the heart chakra and activate the upper chakra system.  We need to start living in the transpersonal chakras; this is what is meant by raising our vibration. 

Another thing that helps to raise your vibration is to let go of those things, people and beliefs that no longer serve a purpose in your life. Lighten up, literally, and just dump them.  Cut away the dead weight, Klingons & parasites.  Try this; go through all your belongings; and anything you haven't used or touched in the last year, just give it away.  They're called possessions for a good reason.

About the time the age of vice began; this fellow Christ walked the Earth with a simple message, "Love One Another" and ever since we've been killing each other over how he said it.

                 ~ Incoming ~
             A sampling of some recent comments from readers of the blog.

"I am weary beyond belief, I keep thinking to myself I want to go home.  I don't belong here anymore.  But I don't even know where home is...;( "
" I have two great fears.  One of them is unfulfilled potential,  The other is that I reincarnate again as a human being; I hope I learn what I need to learn this go-around because I sure as hell don't want to come back again."
"I've been dragging my ass to work after the latest holiday chemdump aerial attack. I have an arsenal of homeopathic crap to keep me grade H202,collidial silver, a long list of herbs and seeds, frequency generators, all to keep me in the game for more of what can only be called slow torture.  There is no rest. Endure. Very tired here boss."  
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