Monday, April 1, 2013

Deer in the Headlights


When I was young we lived near a well traveled railroad track situated atop a small hill, or large knoll...whatever.  Not that we were living on "the wrong side of the tracks" but back then our idea of fun was to see how much fun we could have without spending any money, (a mindset I think we're all going to have to embrace soon.) so we would flatten old cardboard boxes then use them as sleds to go grass surfing down the hillside.  We of course knew enough to be wary of approaching trains for we'd long since learned that they are as silent as Owl feathers and equally deadly if your back is turned.  Every year a great number of people are killed while walking train tracks with their back to an oncoming train.  You'd think the engineer of the train would see the trackwalker but they don't always do so in time to prevent a tragedy.  That stuff is in my head today because its the same feeling I get when I try to picture the overview of all that is going on, and wrong, with this world of ours.

 Humanity has some rather rude awakenings heading down the track directly behind us, and nobody seems to be turning around to "check our six" as we Vets like to say.  We're about to be hit by this runaway fright train and because the matrix provides so many diversions & distractions to keep us from seeing it...we don't.  It's getting so close now most of us are even feeling the vibrations in the ground, and still, we don't look behind to see the looming dreadnaught.  Stuart Wilde brought an excellent point today in his post "Outside the panic room"* when he says that if everyone awakened all at once as we seem to desire, the result would be mass panic, pandemonium, chaos and so on.  I agree totally, hell, just look how we behave en masse when there's a major holiday sale!  This kind of thing is not supposed to happen all at once, I think it's designed to be gradual, as in the gradual awakening of mankind following the kali yuga.  Unfortunately the design has been tampered with down thru the ages to a point where nothing is ever as it seems nowadays.  The matrix has us, yet they do not, for if they truly had us something entirely different would be happening right now,  It's a M theory thing ~ probable realities, alternate realities, that kind of stuff.
Having my own rude awakening many years behind me now I am accustomed to the ugly truth, but I must say that over the last 15 years or so it certainly seems to have gotten diametrically nastier with each trip around the sun.  I was once in a small hunters cabin the forest service provides in remote places in Alaska.  There were two of us using the cabin that night and long after we'd turned in, we had a visitor.  One of the local grizzly bears had evidently smelled our food and come to investigate further.  We could hear him prowling around out there, snorting & occasionally clawing the side of the cabin.  Scary stuff.  I think it's kinda like that too, in America these days.  There are those people who are truly oblivious to all that is transpiring, and who may just sleep right thru to the next incarnation...not my job to worry about them, to each his own path and all that.  It's the other ones I'm more interested in reaching; those who are just pretending to be asleep, after hearing the grizzly bear growling at the door.  You will recall that neither of us were the least bit interested in opening that cabin door to look maybe it makes perfect sense that the newly awakened ones feel the same exact way right now.

In his post today Stuart Wilde talked about how so many have that blank look, as being in a trance state, and I see the same thing all the time, I think we all see that by now, as widespread as the symptom is.  It's a symptom of the psychic numbing which sets in on the consciousness when things are just too much to deal with.  In Vietnam we called it the thousand yard stare.  I try to imagine what it must be like for those just now waking up to the vaster reality of things, and what leaps to mind is the classic deer in the headlights.  Here they are just living their lives, going about their business, and trying to be a good passenger on this organic spaceship we inhabit...but things aren't right, there are holes in the matrix...they begin to notice other stuff...when suddenly, BAM the harsh light of reality smacks them right in the eyes.  That will get ya some psychic numbing alright!  Factor in the amount and tone of the things they discover once they begin to google; and then factor in the clamor of friends, family or associates constantly trying to get them to read this, watch that, go to this webinar, or that event...and I think I might pretend to be asleep too.

Something we all need to remember here is this: The grizzly bear outside the door will not refrain from eating you just because you did not seek to eat him.  The obsessed, pernicious evil controlling events on this planet cares not what state of awareness their slaves possess.  It doesn't matter to them because they are playing the long game with soft kill.  Just so long as those who are awake & actively resisting this off-world occupation are relatively few in number; we pose no real threat to them.  So we are in a kind of catch-22 dilemma - if we don't get the numbers on our side we will loose, but if everyone awoke simultaneously the ensuing chaos would prevail across the planet.  But wait, I look around and see nothing but planetary chaos, wars, revolts, disease epidemics, poverty, murder, genocide, hatred, fear, insanity... need I go on?  My point is; we are already at the point where folks have bloody well had enough, so all a case of mass hysteria will do now is give things a nice sense of flow and movement. 

Maybe...igniting a planet-wide simultaneous mass riot is the exact thing we need to do right now, because as I said the other day...I can smell the endgame in the air.  It would have the benefit of working more in our favor than the overseers for sure, in fact, a human tsunami might just wipe the overseers right off the planet if it caught them off guard.   Then they might be the ones with that deer in the headlights look on their faces.  Sure a planet wide mass riot would be violent and destructive, but even the Buddha said that if an act of violence can end suffering and save many lives, then one should strike with force and determination.  We are the lobster in the pot I spoke of in my first post to this blog, and I think we are about to be served up;  in my mind that kinda trumps a worldwide mass riot for things we need to avoid. 

My sense of things is that an awful lot of warriors of the light out there are experiencing some rather sharp ups & downs mentally and emotionally just now.  I think some may have expected that reaching the age of Aquarius was the finish line, that the clock would stop and someone would snuff the burning fuse out before it ignited the culture bomb about to explode.  Others, I know, are just weary from being in the fight for so very long.  Some spirit warriors grow disillusioned and lay down their light for a while.  Some warriors are all fired up & full of love and passion but they may lack direction, vision or incentive at the current juncture.  That's part of the mentality we are resisting, they just wear us down over time, again, the soft kill.  That, and keeping the masses distracted with Justin Bieber and the Bachelorette kinda thing.

The way a lot of warriors wake up is because they sense something isn't adding up.  They detect a flaw or glitch in the matrix, or experience the matrix themselves, which tends to open the eyes and senses much wider.  They begin to ask questions and when they get no answers, they keep digging, searching for something which resonates as truth to them.  They begin collecting the pieces of the grand jigsaw puzzle, and assembling them to get a factual look at the big picture.  These warriors are hard chargers, full of passion and a belly full of fire.  I often wonder what becomes of them when society turns their collective backs on them for trying to share what they are learning.   I wonder how they respond when maybe the boss hints at firing troublemakers with 'funny' ideas; or perhaps their significant other remains on the other side of the chasm they themselves have just recently leaped across?  What do these warriors feel when their very own families reject them as mentally twisted and refuse to even examine the evidence that would prove them wrong?

It gets lonely out there in the marginalized zone.  The streets are dirty, it's always midnight, & raining.  Being pushed out to the margins is no fun - it beats you down, wears you out.  At this point some warriors look around and decide that if this how it is why bother waking the fools up.  They get discouraged, they quit their daily regimen too many days in a row, blow off the meditation, who cares?  Right?   That is exactly what the overseers expect, it's why they don't care if a few are awake...statistically insignificant!  Every time a warrior falls, or quits, the archon raise a toast to human nature and genetic engineering. 

 I don't think the overseers counted on the internet becoming what it has; and I think they'd really like to shut the whole thing down forever.  Ahhh, but the backlash of that might just work against them.  Maybe they aren't quite ready yet although I can't really imagine that considering how very long they've been at it.  Yeah, I think the internet is a bigger problem than they anticipated, all the better for us.  Some warriors have expressed the desire to organize some kind of warriors resistance network to better fight this war for everything.  Well, that may not be feasible from several angles.  Firstly I kinda think they expect us to do exactly that, it's what they programmed us to do...or have you never seen a science fiction  or war movie.  We do that circle the wagon routine every single time.  It's time to break out of the fog of subconscious programming and do something totally unexpected.  We must overwrite old programs with new ones of our own.  Get all of their crap out of our heads before we can start thinking coherently, much less critically. 

Instead of banding together as a group of warriors, we must evade that trap and scatter where the internet has never gone.  In this great awakening we are experiencing the time is over for human alarm clocks.  Those still slumbering are doing so for reasons having nothing to do with your path.  Leave them alone.  Let them sleep.  It's simply too late for any more of that shit, wasted energy.  They either get it, or they don't.  As spiritual warriors our task now should be oriented more towards actually fighting the battles, and for that, the warriors must scatter to the four winds, and wait for the black swan.  We have seen how well the Death by a thousand cuts technique works after having it done to us;  Now it's our turn to see how the overseers like it.  Like the Dutch, we must be ready to toss our shoes into the machinery at every opportunity, clog it, break it down.  

"Anyone who thinks they are too small to make a difference has never spent the night with a mosquito" ~ The Dalai Lama

Those of us who consider ourselves as warriors of the light must now turn our focus inward to prepare our energetic selves.  We need to get back to what we know, and then use it to learn still more.  We need to spend more time in the void [meditation] grow stronger, strengthen our resolve and toughen up.  Warriors of the light know that with carnivore & eschelon the matrix reads every email, and hears every phone call - I say let them eat static.  Almost half a century ago Timothy Leary uttered those famous words that ignited a movement, "turn on  tune in  drop out"  But what so many fail to understand is that Leary betrayed every one of us with that patchouli smelling bullshit.  Why in the world would he do that?  Because at that moment in time we could have taken over the entire system in broad daylight, and the cowardly elites knew that.  I don't know how they got to him, or what they said to Leary, but what he was supposed to say out on the lawn that day was "Turn on   Tune In   Take Over!  It would be a much better world today if he had done the right thing; but it's too late for that now.  The overlords are dug in like a tick, infested everything, corrupted everyone...there is no taking over.

The time has arrived for humanity to embrace the horror and 'man-up'.  The whole smelly paradigm is crumbling under the weight of it's own corruption, greed and incompetence.  There is nothing worth saving in this house of cards, what are we gonna do, try to construct our vision of a better world on the crumbling foundations of a dead paradigm?  Hell no.  What we do is stand aside so we don't get clobbered by falling debris & become collateral damage.  We get out of the way, let it all collapse, then scrape the ground clear before even thinking about creating that better world.  Lots of hard, dirty, ugly work to be done, and guess who gets to do it?  Oh yeah, just one other thing, what about Fukushima?  We are going to need to come up with a way of dealing with that.  After all, what are we gonna do, ignore it?  Afraid not!!  If we cannot stop that nuclear volcano, not much else is going to matter in another 50 years.  There ain't no dropping out on a radioactive planet.

These are not pleasant thoughts, I understand that.  You don't want to be reminded of these things, I understand that too.  I'm just unwilling to give you your way!  That's all.  Not thinking on these subjects is what's wrong with everything today, and it is killing us.  You clicked on the link and are reading this for a reason, perhaps you are tired of pretending to be asleep and desperately seek information on how to proceed from here.  We are all seeking those answers together on the same internet, which is just an imitation of the network which connects us all, the etheric realms.  The overseers can control the internet, but they are nearly powerless in the etheric realm where they cannot control us quite so easily.  Even here they are far less powerful than they have you believing.  The archons are pulling a "Fonzie" on us folks -and we're buying into it.  Stop that!  On this plane the only way they can harm you is by scaring you into hurting yourself, stand up to them!  They are masters of disguise & deception.  Why do you suppose that is?  It's because they are the man behind the curtain, they are Galactic puffer fish who survive by intimidation and control by fear...They are the Fonz!  (Did you ever once see him really fight?)   So all you warriors of the light out there, buck up, there is hope in unsuspected places.  You just need to let it find you.  Don't be discouraged by what you see, not everything is as it seems. (very few things are these days) Prepare yourselves for what is coming; chance favors the prepared mind.  Know that your foe hides behind a thousand disguises because he fears you and seeks to take you out with facing you in battle.  Yes, the archons fear us, which is why they have sought for so many centuries to keep us dumb & under the thumb.  Kinda makes sense, doesn't it? 

As warriors we must remember that we have very limited abilities with which to 'sense' the natural world around us... what with being able to only hear and see about two percent of the visible & auditory spectrums.  In fact when you look at the brilliant colors of a rainbow, you're only seeing about 1% of the electromagnetic spectrum.  In the Art of war Sun Tzu advises us to "fight the enemy where he is not" and that is sage advice for today's spiritual warriors.  We resist and push back on the material plane, but we should take the fight to the ethereal plane, where we are not expected, and where the overseers are less powerful.  The other reason for this tactic is that in the ethereal we can construct a network they cannot own, or eavesdrop on.  Where exactly do you suppose all the master shamans hang out?  It ain't at starbucks.  It's time for Earth's spiritual warriors to come out of their shells, and make a stand for what they believe in and love, even if those loved ones all think you're nuts as they assume the deer in the headlights look.  Soon now.

Until Next Time ~ Be Good to Each Other


  1. Chautauqua,

    I couldn't find an email address to ask this (so please delete the request, if needed). I make videos for YT and other places (some have been featured at Rense, David Icke, etc) and have used several sources, including Diggerfortruth, Video Rebel's blog, DC Dave and others. You can see some examples at my YT Channel (

    "We're The USA!" and "When The Roll Is Called By AIPAC" are two recently featured at Rense.

    I wondered if it would be acceptable to use some of your excellent posts to do a video... always giving credit and links to your place?

    Your stuff is amazing and I'm glad I found it via dublinmick's site, "Here Comes The Sun" (

    1. buelahman~ Well let me see here....Oh HELL yes. Please consider your request granted, Sir. I have actually seen some of your excellent stuff, if the fools don't blow up the place on 4-19, perhaps some collaboration awaits in the future? try Many thanks for reading my rants. If you could send me a link to your finished project I would greatly appreciate it! Namaste

    2. Thank you kind Sir.
      I am actually working on a retake of Billy Idol's Rebel Yell (from DC Dave's 'Mission From Hell'), where I am stretching the bounds of my singing abilities, if you can call it that. I've almost got a pretty good imitation going, actually.

      I appreciate your kind words on the YT site and of course your permission here. I have done a number of videos I call Digger's Ditties (from diggerfortruth). But, in your case, I see some snarkiness which mimics me (and I like that very much).

      I would love to do a collaborative effort. I'll shoot you an email so we can set up direct communication.

      What specifically happens on 4/19?

      I have been expecting some sort of devastation. As I mentioned in a previous comment, I have had many of the same weird sorts of dreams that freak me out, where until the past few months, I NEVER dreamed.

    3. There are some historical events happening on 4-19 such as the shot heard 'round the world, the civil war...Many historians claim Hitler was born on 4-19; then of course in more recent times there is WACO, OKC Bombing, and BP Gulf spill. I remember seeing an article some while ago which listed many other significant 4-19 events. It's probably still out there on the interwebs. Happy Hunting!

  2. Awesome post Chatauqa! The Powers That Be know that their Endgame is drawing to a close, it's going to get a lot uglier before it gets better but the more people who wake out of their comatose state beforehand, the easier the changes will be, I think.
    It's always a numbers game and one of creating critical mass.

    1. Thanks! Yeah, I'm thinking that over the past few years it seems "they" always have something real special to serve up on April 19th ... maybe that's what I've been feeling lately...has a real nasty flavor to it, whatever it is. so yeah, I'm betting those still asleep now won't be on the 20th! Thanks for hanging on on the express, Next stop; the future!

  3. Hello Augureye.
    Your texts are fabulously clear, direct and realistic for my current perception.
    Importantly, I agree with your vision both matrix (physical) and spiritual.
    I also agree, as you made ​​clear in a previous post, about the difficulty of forgiving the perpetrators and executioners, emphasizing the importance of this attitude.
    Difficult loves them unconditionally becomes an increasing challenge as the personal researches will deepen and veils terrible truth that we have imposed will be removed before our eyes.
    That is, the more knowledge we acquire to look outside the box, the greater becomes our challenge and our perplexity of unconditional love becomes giant.
    We need to elevate our souls to one or more level if intend to follow the mother Urantia toward ascension.
    And sure revenge would not help us in this challenge.
    We are all brothers in unity, warriors.
    I am a simple and indestructible Brazilian soul who is very grateful for the privilege to talk to you.
    Love to all. @

    1. Anon~
      Thank you for reading my thoughts on this blog, and for the wonderful sentiments so articulately stated in your comments. Yes, brothers and warriors in Unity taking things to higher resonance, Exactly! We should stay in touch, I could use a few lessons on becoming indestructible :) Namaste Brother

  4. Helping TPTB to change their minds will be accomplished by Power, not Force.

    read: Power vs. Force by David R. Hawkins, MD, PHD

    1. I am not the least bit interested in changing the elite's minds. Nor the minds of their infernal masters. All they posses is force, and as we both understand, that isn't power.

  5. Dear brother warrior.
    If there were lessons to be followed to make the indestructible soul, I would be very happy to share with you.
    Our soul becomes indestructible when it is created by THE SOURCE OF ALL THAT IS.
    GOD if you prefer. So I believe.
    Then his soul is indestructible.
    Now we need to raise it to higher levels.
    I'm sure we will be able, by being embodied in this unique and surreal moment of human existence, at least in Urantia, perhaps this galaxy.
    Your knowledge and sensitivity, based on the texts that I read on your blog,
    Besides clearly inspired and sincere in what exposes your point of view, surely even if implicitly, already demonstrates the indestructibility of our souls.
    Please continue teaching us with his light.
    Fraternal Thanks. @
    great honor by maintaining contact Sir.

    1. I was kinda joking about the indestructibility lessons; but I liked what you said very much.

  6. * No stone unturned in that one...what really helps, is a moving 'Perspective' with constantly changing 'Change' itself.

  7. Love the spirit around here!!!!

    The world isn’t wrong unless “God” is too…the little ego perception of wrong may be the source of the discomfort. We chose to come here, that is the part we forget (because that’s also part of the choice; an ultimate test). We did it out of almost PURE spiritual naivety (we are love remember), but we're wiser for the choice if we've made the effort to understand the nature of good/evil prior to that choice (no I'm not talking literally about THAT story, but the same concept is true, we wanted to go somewhere else and we succeeded in SPADES!).

    I do not buy the fear porn of war war war…its too each to fake pictures, fake attacks, fake video (scripted) they put a few pictures on the tube and everyone believes its happening now (rather than pre scripted). Sandy hook has awakened many because the basic story is CLEAR, the (propaganda) STORY has too many inconsistencies to be believed as is…my mom and dad, hard core “patriots” (sorry) woke up b/c of that event.

    Yes we have a tendency to over react but with the divine orchestrated proportions mixed just right, I have the power to defuse as do each of us if I hold firm to the peace within. It helps that I’ve been playing in the monetary law arena so I know their CODES and I know the LAW underneath the CODE that we’re supposed to FEAR. I embrace law now, I use american common law in dealing with GOV. Their judges know common law exists but they don’t want u too.

    Willful determined violence will generate more of the same from the polar opposite will(s). I choose to fight for peace within and in this spirit I may find it throughout. Part of the problem is attempting to help society,I have not ever met society but I have met its People. I know its People, I am one of its People. I have helped awaken so, so many in my small sphere and I will continue as they are sent my way. The community I participate in knows me, knows when to come see me. Being ignorant of the audience and the energy frequency they claim is a recipe for misinterpretation. It is far easier and less time consuming (let alone energetically) to simply ask questions. Do not claim much, ask questions :)

    RESISTING is part of the problem, it’s choosing to block energy from flowing, you're literally attempting to damn a river with a pebble (ha good luck!)Its just energy of negative polarity. Part of our healing is a basic CONDITIONALLY ACCEPT EVERYTHING attitude. Non participation is the tripolar choice against resisting and going along, we can walk away. Not from the People, but from the social systems that are not benefiting the People, its true culture. Its divine, remember? Wetiko is the closest to the truth and the problem is nearly always the solution…we are the problem, we are the solution. I do not fight any longer, I work with what is given…

    Take over? Leery was not bucking anything; he was hijacking the movement building to unite humanity already in the 60’s miring it in self indulgent drug use. The first spiritual abortion if you will considering how the boomers sold out and became the teachers of the ME ME ME to the GEN X/Y’s (we are a product of our environment remember).

    Buckminster Fuller suggested not trying to change systems from the outside or inside. He said build better ones…if we built all that we needed outside what we currently use, would we continue using the old one? Some might, some wouldn’t…a mitosis seems possible until they reached a new octave of their existence.

    Lastly, instead of relying on the art of war, perhaps we should finally crack open the MUCH SMALLER book, the art of peace (by Ueshiba)

    just a couple pennies of thought.

    Peace and one love dear friends.

  8. Finance dude~ How your words of wisdom resonate with me, especially the opening paragraph...but pretty much the entire thing actually. I find myself in agreement categorically. If we do not step beyond the pre-programed propensity for pugnacious pugilistic pantomimes we will never find the stairway to heaven. [Ascension] I see non-violent resistance as just a higher vibration of conflict. No Violence~Know Peace. I just loved your reference to 'Bucky', the last book of his that I owned was "Critical Path" and some years ago I loaned it to a friend & never saw it again. In fact I may have the worlds first & only travelling library where every book travels alone. Oh well, johnny appleseed approach to spreading the word I guess, I only quoted Sun Tsu because it seemed appropriate, and then there is the whole thing where I have never come across 'the art of peace'. It will take peace, love...and patience but I do believe we, as a group soul, will make it back home with some amazing stories to tell. Thanks for hanging out!

  9. C: Hi. I usually follow your posts over at ZenGardener, but this one tempted me to peg on over here, and finish up.

    Fantastic stuff. Clear, powerful and yes! as to what it takes to walk on the edges, in the dark-wet-lonely parts. Started that path a very long time ago. Been at it ever since, gathering Light and Clarity along the way. A Warrior is something very different than most think, yes? We may not look like Arnie or Zena, but we are the ones we've waited for. And now is the time.

    Bless you for sharing the steady flow of powerful insights and encouragement as we go. We are each other's 'Six' - all of us who keep on walking this path together.

    Cosmic Hugs,

  10. that is an encouraging article!
    i have had a hard wintertime in a deep-ression that i never thought to go through again.
    i had to cry every time i saw my children for the tragedy they are put in.
    now i am better.
    it helps to realize that i am not alone here.
    also the words of more experienced men like you, zen, the cracker and some more give the right directing and awareness.
    i feel you are perfectly right in going into the etherical realms, for we have no materialistic power to defeat this force.
    noncompliance would do if the numbers were awake not asleep.
    actually this was all there was to be done.
    they always tried to narrow our consciousness, so there´s the key. consciousness is not linear and in this way we are interconnected and the awareness and insight of some becomes ever more and easier to grasp for every other with every day and every little enlightenment to reality.
    we now can make the step from fighting against and waking up the folks who confront us with hate for disturbing their sleep and take a new form of action.
    mark further is going there,i guess, with his new article on busting chemtrails.
    he tries to lead us to engage in magic and otherworldly communication for what i understand after his first opener post.
    shamans of all times communicated with the spirits and draw their insights and instructions from them.
    the spirits of the elements know what to do concerning chemtrails.
    let us manipulate the weather in accordance with them for the best of all!
    fukushima is a hard one, but let´s see what advice we can get on this by using prayer, spirit travel and so forth.
    there are quite a few technical solutions on radioactivity too like Brown´s gas and others i just read on a german site with english links included. interested?
    there are dozens, but browns gas seems the most promising for it is cheap and FAST!!!
    also there is a suisse corp. which offered a 100% bio, edible compound to bind and neutralize the oil.
    the problem is, the government is in bed with satan and they poison with corexit instead.
    so, there ARE very good solutions and if it was our task not the controllers to rebuild natural beauty and balance, we could do this in a matter of relatively few YEARS.
    believe it or not.
    thank you again and hugs

  11. Your blog is amazing, sir. Refreshingly understandable... Incredibly written! Sigh... Why does it seem to take me so long to discover gems like this? I've been reading for 2 days straight, and with your references and links, I'm going to be parked here for a while, it seems. Yay! Perfect! I'm totally ok with that! It's like discovering an oasis. Such a refreshing place to be!!!! Thank you, awesome soul! Thank you, universe! Thank you, archons, for giving us Internet, hehe.

  12. So glad you like the offerings here Rebekah; I was originally gonna do a blog on Arctic fashion styles, but thought I'd check the waters with some spirituality instead and see how that went. So pull up a chair, I'll put on a fresh pot of coffee and we will explore consciousness until dawn. Peaceful Blessings!

    1. LOL... Well, the original idea has its merits, but I'm personally happy you chose the latter. :) *pulls up chair* Aaaah... 2 of my favorite vices, how did you know? Coffee and consciousness exploration... could this be nirvana?