Saturday, January 11, 2014

Home Alone

I well recall how it was when I first began my spiritual journey.  There was nobody to talk to who spoke the language.  There was no YouTube with it's virtual archive of spiritual information because there was no internet.  It was a time of materialistic expansion when New Age was just another oxymoron.  Thank heaven for the library!  At first it was just a couple of books at a time, but before long my hunger seemed to double no matter how many books I read.  There was so much to learn, on a myriad of diverse yet connected subjects; it was all right there in the books, well, most of it anyway.  There's always homework! 

So here we are in 2014, the age of Aquarius and enlightenment.  Now of course the library is at our fingertips with computers bringing the internet everywhere instantly.  Not only are there many thousands of new books on spirituality these days, there is also no shortage of authors & others who travel from city to city on speaking engagements to teach in person, the wisdom of the ages.  Owing I'm sure to the age of Aquarius and the end of the Mayan calendar happening simultaneously; there is understandably a great interest in the more advanced concepts involved in our collective evolution, and whether the subject is Astrology, Anasazi, or Ascension there seems now to be not a shortage of information, but a surplus.  Maybe we're all over-thinking this whole evolution thing?   

We hear and read about ascension into 5D, or fifth dimensional resonance vibration; based almost entirely upon what someone else said or wrote.   Where did they come by the information they convey to others; and from what source did such insight originate.  Take everything ever said or written about ascension into 5D; then filter out every last nuance of human ego & desire, and then see what you have left.  Whatever ascension information that survives the ego/desire purge can therefore be assumed to be in a more pristine, less convoluted state, but still, how accurate is the information?  Does this refined input present us with a realistic, accurate "picture" of what the ascension process will look and feel like to those actually experiencing it, and would they even recognize it for what it was when if it happened?   I wonder.

All of the ancient mystery schools, guru's and messiahs teach us that all of our answers lie within ourselves; that we really don't need anything from without to teach or complete us.  I have always believed this, and it is at the very core of my belief system.  I consider all of the outside input from books, teachers etc to be not so much supplying answers; as essentially being the training wheels we need in order to know what the really important questions are to ask ourselves, in the first place.  Thank heaven for Ram Dass.

The Universe rearranges itself to accommodate our "picture" of reality

Do we, as individual human beings, not change & grow as we move thru this sojourn called life?  Of course we do, and as we change, as we evolve from infancy to childhood thru adolescence and into what passes for maturity ~ our environment changes right along with us, it changes to keep pace with all of our beliefs and expectations.  They're calling it the Unified Quantum Field these days, but a rose by any other name, right, so lets endeavor to avoid getting caught in the quicksand of semantics; call it whatever you like as you come to understand that we are inexorably tied and connected to this unified quantum field.    We are part of it, and it is a part of us; and its where we get the phrase
"Be careful what you wish for." 

It takes us humans a good long while to actually see all this playing out during the course of our lives; but sooner or later we begin to notice all the times something we just spoke of, or secretly wanted just manifested out of thin air as if the universe had been eavesdropping.  It was!  This is how creation teaches us to create.  It patiently, gradually shows us exactly how powerful our words & the thoughts behind them are!  Because we are all taking part in a grand 'experiment' to see if consciousness can overcome the illusion of separateness, we don't remember coming from love, or being in unity - that's why the experiment.  We must each find our way back home again.   Remember, then yearn; for the feeling of one, Unity.  Although we do not remember coming here from Unity, to this place; we still have that unspecified emptiness inside us that is homesick nonetheless for something we each search our entire lives for. 

OK, so here we all are; doing everything we have learned to do to attain enlightenment, to rise above the petty, mundane illusion of separation; with varying degrees of success as well as the occasional setback.  Along the way I wonder if maybe we haven't gotten distracted by the sensory/emotional overload from these times we are living in.  Does the global upheaval relate in any way to our spiritual effort to transcend it?  Hasn't the world, and our physical environment been steadily changing, keeping pace with our collective spiritual evolution.  Yes, that's the answer to that question. 

"We have no idea of what we don't know"

As we effort to increase our vibration towards the threshold of enlightenment in order to transcend this dreadful place, doesn't it make a certain kind of sense that If we're going away that Gaia herself will transcend to another state of being, perhaps in accordance with her own destiny?  If so, then maybe, just maybe, there are evolutions other than mankind's going on simultaneously that we have absolutely no clue about?   What if Gaia destroyed Fukushima with an earthquake/tsunami combination punch because she needs a massive infusion of nuclear radiation to facilitate her own evolutionary shift.  If so, why would we for a nanosecond think Gaia would be any more considerate or thoughtful of us, than we have been to her?  George Carlin put it best, we're a surface nuisance!

Or perhaps despite the horrendous way we've treated her, Gaia holds all of humanity in unconditional love; and is sacrificing herself as a way to urgently encourage us to quit mucking about and go home, together, in unity.  Suppose with me for a minute that in her infinite wisdom our earth mother understood that some of us would refuse to evolve just as long as this decadent playground of free will still existed.  Maybe, for reasons we're all too young to understand there's some reason that we must all migrate back home together, in a massive soul migration, and Gaia knows the only way to get everyone out is to burn down the house.  Suppose that is what Fukushima is all about!  Doesn't every mother sooner or later boot their kids out into the harsh reality of life to make their own way?
Have we not been here in this one "place" for the entirety of this present incarnation; and hasn't the scenery, the environment here changed, and rearranged itself to accommodate our individual and group consensus "picture" of reality?  Might we then not extrapolate that it will continue to do so in the same way as we increase our individual frequency vibration?  That which we call change is merely the unified quantum field mirroring back to us, the reality construct we create with our thoughts, beliefs, intent and words. When we reach the upper range of this 4th dimensional octave, then transit to the next one, we don't "go" anywhere, we've been here all along; stuck in the illusion of separation.  That which goes away isn't our spirit/soul, but rather the slow, muddy resonance vibration;  as it morphs into the lower end of the new octave of resonance, everything previous breaks up from frequency incompatibility and ceases to exist.  Kinda like a snake shedding it's skin; we out grow the old and leave it behind us.

When you dream at night, you experience a wide variety of things in an endless number of environments, and sometimes it seems as real as real life - yet in the morning are you not still in the same bed, in the same house as when you laid down the night before?  What if evolution, & enlightenment are like that as well?  Everything happens in the exact same place just with different dominating patterns, like putting up new wallpaper over the old.  Maybe it all really is holographic after all!!*
The secret then, to getting "out" of here is simply to increase spiritual vibration, gradually, level by level.  There exist many ways to do this, find one that resonates with you, make it part of daily life.  Do your Homework!    As our understanding increases we eventually learn/remember that as we evolve towards enlightened consciousness we also change the environment around us to match.  On the road of life we must each pass through many different neighborhoods on our long homeward journey.  
 Even though each sovereign spirit must make this spiritual/energetic sojourn alone, 
in a very real sense
we're really just walking each other home.

Until Next Time, Remember;

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  1. Ditto. Love, Althea

  2. I understand what you are saying. For the past month, similar ideas, not as well-expressed, have been revealed to me, as if the veil has torn off.

    We don't go anyone in our OBE's. We just change the perception of viewpoint of the hologram, which is present in all it's aspects in all places. The implications are enormous. No wonder the elite are poisoning our well as fast as they can. Nowhere to hide, bucko.

    Thought that ascension would be nice, like singing with the angel chorus. It's more like Neo waking up in the ship. Still here, still have the lower dimensions to deal with, just another skill to master to co-create the new world we are all longing to live in. Now the chore is to refine what had been glimpses of another reality and form them into a coherent way of being, and heal this sorry plane.

    You have a fine way with words, and I've used your essays to teach my (now adult) kids. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

    1. Anony@1240
      Much as yourself these kind of thoughts have been rolling around in my head for a while now; suddenly, they just made too much sense not to write down. The thing about there being no angelic chorus to usher us into the higher realms will no doubt be a let-down to many. I think this an excellent time to watch "What Dreams May Come" with Robin Williams again; as I think they got it really close to right with that one!

      I'm honored that you value my work enough to use it to teach your progeny. A true compliment, thank you!

  3. I was into David Icke and Robert Monroe, was constantly reading and searching for truth because I knew there was more to life than meets the eye, because I've had experienced the supernatural. I used to believe the Bible was deception and it was just another solar religion. Then one night I said a prayer: Jesus if you are real and really created everything of course I'd serve you, just show me something. A month later while driving my jeep after mocking and scoffing my wife's church it was as if my spiritual eyes were opened I knew I was on the wrong side of things as sure as if God was sitting in the passenger seat. I stopped the car got out and knelt and prayed for forgiveness and was hit with the most intense feeling of power and love which engulfed me that you could mentally, physically and spiritual feel. I wept and wept. To think that I walked and talked against the one that created me and he still had this insane amount of love for me, it's beautiful.
    After this when the vibrations of sleep paralysis would come, instead of just panic from being claustrophobic, I was met awful sights of beings that emanated a vibe of a darkest evil and appearance that was horrifying. All these experiences I've had, sleep paralysis, astral projection, even some gifts were only possible with demonic help, but when I turned not to "light" but my creator the ultimate light, then my guides or helpers revealed their true nature started tormenting me who hated me all the more that they knew the gig was up for them. This whole story is common place for those of us who were into occult practices who then turned to Christ. Watch Know Your Enemy on youtube.

  4. If you want to see God and angels, you will. If you want to see demons and such, you will. Energy follows thought, and the universe mirrors it back to you. Your creator, and "light" are one and the same. Many thanks for sharing your experience. I am sure that it would be a comfort to anyone reading it who is going thru what you have..

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