Thursday, February 11, 2016

Deja Vu

Every year, around the end of January, my daughter in Alaska comes for a visit; and it's always the highlight of my year to say the least.  This year she brought with her, my number one granddaughter whom I haven't seen for several years, so it was more of a family reunion albeit a small one.

While making ready for their visit, I reminded myself to not bring up the kinds of things I normally blog about, so as to not come off as a total conspiracy nut and risk alienating my granddaughter. 

The girls had a short list of things they wanted to do while here, redwoods tour, wine tasting tour, and a photo safari to the Golden Gate bridge for starters.  Good thing they were planning on staying a few days.

Following a full day of activity, I treated my ladies to dinner at a premiere eatery.  We began discussing the following day's itinerary, and I thought it a great time to use the NOAA satellite app on my phone to get an idea of what kind of weather to expect.  When the streaming satellite feed loaded, all my best intentions faded away as I looked at the on-going methane leak at Porter Ranch just outside Los Angeles.


 It looked like a huge malevolent tornado covering the western US, touching down precisely at the Porter Ranch area.  It took but a moment to understand what we were looking at, and it was decidedly not normal.  Before I could put the phone away my granddaughter asked "What's all that yucky yellowish stuff?"  Knowing she was too old to condescend, or lie to; I had but a single option.  "Well dear, I think that is methane pouring out of the ground, going on three months or so by now, just outside LA."

Just as I said that, our waitress returned with appetizers, and caught the whole exchange.  Staring at the streaming images, she said, "Wow, that's gonna mess us up real good!" 

2016 must be the year of understatement.

I was able to divert the conversation to something more proper for mealtime in an effort to stave off gramps being seen as a conspiracy nut a bit longer; but it was hard to push those images from my mind. 

90 days and counting the methane has been gushing into our atmosphere.
 Is there a plan to stop it?
Sound familiar?
Here we go again...

Fukushima is of course still spewing radiation into the air unabated.  The pacific ocean is nearly a dead zone, as is the gulf of Mexico, thanks to BP corporation.  Although the majority of the Deepwater Horizon leak was finally decreased dramatically; it indeed is still leaking, as are many of the nearly 3000 oil drilling platforms peppering the gulf.  After the oily gulf was carpet bombed with a censored number of tons of corexit; the only thing it is now suitable for is more drilling.  It wasn't theirs to destroy. 

What of the real human cost, measured in sickness, bankruptcy and death attached to these types of disasters?  What is it doing to our DNA, (along with GMO "food.") Why do we continue to pretend that these things are normal when they're literally killing the planet, and us, a breath at a time.  Co2 levels continue to rise and all we can manage is to deny & argue the issue instead of fixing it.  Just fix it!!  Unknown to most is the fact that methane is like 22 times more deadly & dangerous than Co2.


Here's a question, exactly what is our atmosphere becoming; now that massive amounts of radioactivity & methane are being added to the already toxic industrial pollution?  Then there's the predominantly black city of Flint, Michigan where the population was knowingly exposed  to lead in their drinking water, so the 1% could stuff more money in their pockets.  How about that?  Business as usual.  Your silence is your approval!

We have known for some years now that Fracking pollutes our drinking water to the point it is actually flammable; and that it also triggers swarms of earthquakes.   Business as usual,  How come we still allow this to continue?  Your silence is your approval.  If we who are damaged by all these disasters do not stand up and speak truth to power, who will??  If we do not act to stop such disasters and minimize the damage; that will be our legacy of shame for all time.

Then there is the recent Japanese volcano that erupted, fifty some miles from another nuclear plant.  Of course the Japanese government rushed to assure the world there was no danger.  You believe that?  Of course they don't tell the truth, almost nobody does!  The same media machine (owned by 6 corporations) that bombards us with coverage of ISIS, totally ignores Fukushima, and the death of the pacific ocean.

The Earth, Air, Lakes & Oceans are not theirs to destroy!

With all the presidents-in-waiting clamoring for all the camera time they can get, how come none of them address these issues, not one.  First of all; what they're doing is "debating" like hockey is ice dancing.  Secondly, if elections really changed things in any perceptual way, it would be illegal.  Right wing/left wing - makes no difference whatsoever, they're both wings on the same buzzard; and the flight plan never changes!  Voting is a psychological prophylactic: it gives you a sense of security while being screwed.  At the last "debate" the Larry Sanders clone and his six morons couldn't even walk on stage  without looking like a bunch of keystone cops.  You have the right to vote for the clown of your choice, but not much else these days. 


Super bowl 50 was, as usual, an over-hyped disappointment, (especially with me being a panthers fan.)  The Mt. Dew puppy-monkey-baby super bowl commercial has no doubt left a generation scarred for life.  The halftime performers pranced about on a high tech stage of moving, flowing images & designs.  You may have noticed the subliminal propaganda in the opening act; a huge red, white & blue hurricane.  Kinda hard to miss.  I hope the Carolina quarterback who walked away rather than fall on his own fumble got fined a bazillion dollars.  I found that selfish arrogant act somehow symbolic of so many of the things that are seriously wrong in the world today. 


Its as if we have another virgin world we can move to once this one becomes uninhabitable.  Not only is there no place to go, we no longer have the means to get anywhere since the space program was gutted & we began paying the Russians for rides to the international space station.  Yeah, so many things are seriously wrong these days. 

As this great shift of the ages continues to unfold it's perhaps helpful to remember that everything is in a state of transition.  The old is falling away to make room for the new, and it isn't doing so gracefully.  In times of chaos as we're seeing we should also remember the three F's ... Flight, Fight, or Freeze.  Flee if you must, Fight if you can, but whatever you do, don't Freeze.  If you forget this, it's conveniently written on the lid to the mayonnaise jar, "Keep cool - Don't freeze."

As I ponder over my memories of visiting with my granddaughter, and thinking of the kind of world I would have her live in; it occurs to me that I was wrong, I do want her to know of the things I write about.  I want her to know that her grandfather pushed back against the great shining lie.  If the tag of conspiracy theorist goes with the turf then I'll wear it as a crown, to distinguish me from those who froze.

Monday, January 4, 2016

The Future


"It was the fall of the year 2015; and the wars had paused unexpectedly.
All around us it was as if the universe was holding its breath; waiting...

All of life can be broken down into moments of transition
and moments of revelation.  This has the feeling of both!

There is a greater darkness than the one we fight,
it is the darkness of the soul that has lost it's way.

The war we fight is not against powers and principalities;
but against chaos and despair.

Greater than the death of flesh is the death of hope, the death of dreams.
Against this peril we can never surrender.

The future is all around us...waiting in moments of transition
to be born in moments of revelation.

No one knows the shape of the future, or where it will take us...
We know only, that it is always born in pain.

If we are wise, what is born of that pain
Matures into the promise of a better world

Because we learn that we can no longer afford
the mistakes of the past."

                                                                                ~ G'Kar ~




Wednesday, December 30, 2015

The Nervous Now

There I was surfing the Netflix for something life affirming to help wash away a growing sense of Orwellian dystopia, and I found it.  A documentary called "The Tiger and the Monk"  which told of the Buddhist temple in Thailand that is a sanctuary for tigers, and showed the life they share with the monks.  It was beautiful, and engaging.  There was just this one problem - Its a giant polished turd! 

As I soon discovered when I Googled the place, the government stepped in and shut them down for animal abuse & exploitation.  The monks claim that since they are prohibited from working for money, caring for the animals requires donations from tourists who travel there for a selfie with a tiger.  Truth is, the place was a "tiger mill" and the monks were caught selling tiger cubs to rich folks wanting exotic pets.

That's the exact problem that's led to the things we must put up with everywhere we turn these days.  Nothing is real anymore, no matter where you go it's just the same thing everywhere, giant polished turds!!  It's why there is so much glitter and gloss in media and advertising, no substance.  The traditional marketing motto of "Sell the sizzle, not the steak" has become "All sizzle - no steak"

These times we are witnessing take their toll especially hard upon the more spiritually oriented as we watch humanity being herded away from our evolution as a species; into the corrals of conformity and obedience.  It requires both courage and determination to resist the creeping resignation and psychic numbing that sets in, encouraging apathy and inaction.  What keeps us going day to day and month to month is something called "Stress Inoculated Resilience" and kinda like the enamel on our teeth, it helps protect us from overwhelming decay.  It's a matter of training the brain to resist the strain.

"These days if you aren't depressed, you're not paying attention"

So, there I was, 2 days before Christmas, at the local VA clinic for my annual checkup.  Two hours of poking & prodding, needles and nonsense.  Toward the end of the yearly ordeal comes the list of questions I now know by heart; except this year they have a new final question..."Are you feeling depressed, like there is no hope for the future?"  To which I replied, "Oh, you've been reading my blog!"  -  "What I am is skeptical about the future, even pessimistic about the future when I see such widespread apathy about the many and serious threats to the future."  - "A month or so after I got my new electric wheelchair, "ISIS " deliberately targets people in wheelchairs during the Paris attack.  Kinda takes the enthusiasm out of going out in public with my new mobility."

I mentioned that these days even without terrorists there is an awful lot of hot lead in the air with the weekly police shootings of unarmed citizens; all the more reason to shop online! I may also have made a reference or two to Fukushima, and the ongoing epidemic of dead marine mammals washing ashore here in California.  It was clear to see that my comments had left the doctor and attendant at a loss for words.  They stammered about a  bit before changing the subject. 

I get that a lot, because I tend to speak without filters, except the ones about needlessly hurting someone's feelings.  Why must our daily dialogue with each other always rely upon these filters and subconscious self monitoring of our thoughts and feelings before we speak them?  Why do we so often conceal our true self, even from those closest to us? 

We use these filters and self censorship to form the make believe protocol of consensus reality, and when we elect to break that protocol it is considered rude!  Yes, yes, it's so very rude to speak of how things really are; and to speak your truth can be costly.  And by the way; money is not free speech, it's just worthless paper, and THAT is what all the polished turds are hiding.

"The longer I live, the stranger life gets"
                                           - Jim Lassiter -
  
Between the fall of the roman empire and Columbus sailing it took 13 centuries to add 200 million souls to the population of the planet.  In the nervous now; that many are added every 3 years!  In the next 9 years 600 million new arrivals are going to be expecting their own piece of this paradise.  Think food, water, land & resources. 

There are 360,000 births every day, that's 15,000 every hour, 250 births a minute,
that's 4 births every second of every day.
Now compare that to departures:
There are 151,600 deaths every day, 6,316 every hour, 150 deaths every minute,
that's 2 deaths every second of every day.

Black Friday posted a new all time record this year: the most gun sales in a single day.
The lines for guns were longer than those for the new star wars movie.   Might as well kill "Christmas" and "Holidays" completely off and from now on just call December "Black Month."

 In the first 336 days of 2015 there were 356 mass shootings.  88 people die from gun violence every day in the United States.  Doesn't sound very united to me, but that can change,
If we really want it to.

In the 3 years since Sandy Hook; 555 children under 12 have died from gun violence, 
That's one child every other day for 3 years!

What about the microbiologist brain drain? Over 125 dead in last 14 years, most died within the first 3 years after 911... just astronomical odds.  Likewise the over 800 environmental activists who have died just in the last ten years.  Have you never wondered who is killing the microbiologists and environmental activists?

It's strangely funny how the global warming deniers have all changed their tune. Our weather going from record highs to record snows in just one week is maybe part of the reason why.  Twisters for Christmas throughout the Midwest, 19 states under flood alert, as a four year drought rages on in California.

Then there is that big giant methane leak at the fracking operation near L.A. that the mainstream media isn't telling you about.  Seems they fracked their way right into a massive underground methane reservoir...and can't stop the leak.  Sound familiar?   In case you don't know; methane is 22 times more harmful to our environment than co2 is, yet very little is actually said about that; ignore that man behind the curtain. 

We've become addicted to our earthbound creature comforts, we're more concerned with having than being.  We're good little consumers, who wants a hover board??  How about your very own drone, more than a half million were sold during the Christmas buying season, and by the way, there is a $25,000 dollar fine for flying an unregistered drone.

As I struggle to comprehend all I see unfolding around me, I'm reminded that life consumes life at every level of nature, not just ours.  Conflict and aggression are just part of the way this place is.  There are few instances in nature where different species co-exist peacefully; in fact most wild creatures kill their own kind on a regular basis.  It is perhaps enlightened to walk a peaceful path, and a bit unrealistic to believe the day will come when everyone does.  I don't think we're there yet.  Not even close.

I see my own thought processes changing recently as there is a growing list of things I simply cannot abide around me, such as violence, conflict, politics, and movies with subtitles.  I feel myself detaching more from the material world, and growing weary of pointing out all the looming threats to humanities future.  I am well aware that the rubble from all the decay must be swept away before new foundations can be built; it just seems like the collapse of this dying paradigm is happening in slow motion as the spin doctors feverishly polish their turds.

The powers that shouldn't be prefer that we all remain in a constant state of fear and self limitation because it just makes their job so much easier that way.  They don't want us getting creative or curious, just complacent.  A mind gripped in fear only knows fear, not much else gets through.  We can reject all that if it leaves a bad taste in the unconscious mind, and liberate ourselves from fear.  It's a simple choice, a decision to be more engaged with life and those closest to us.  It is choosing to engage life and either finding or creating your own happiness without waiting for the world to fall into lock step with us.  It's about being pro-active in creating the world we would have our progeny inherit; regardless of what the turd polishers are up to.

We can reject the dying paradigm of giant polished turds and government by terrorism whenever the pain of remaining the same becomes greater than the fear of changing.  We can choose to make people & relationships more important than money.  I'm not suggesting we get rid of money, just that we quit elevating it's acquisition to our highest priority in this incarnation.   There are some hopeful signs in the ethers; such as the prince of pills Martin Shkreli getting arrested for fraud.  He was the ass clown who increased the cost of cancer meds from $13.50 to $700.00 a pill.  Another example, Bill Cosby finally got arrested; So there is some justice!

"The cosmos is unfolding precisely as it should ~
Our understanding, is not a requirement."

There are more connections in the human brain than there are stars in the milky way galaxy!  The galaxy is comprised of roughly 80 billion stars while the human brain has over 100 trillion brain cells...and we currently are only using just ten percent of that total capacity.

The Milky Way produces about seven new stars a year; an all time low as the galaxy we live in ages to the point where new stars can no longer come to life.  I mention this because what goes on down here on Earth is mostly of little concern to the rest of the cosmos.  I find it helpful to keep that in mind, helps the perspective as we endeavor to find and create meaning in our little ant lives. 

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Friday, November 20, 2015

Fear Shrinks the Brain



False Events Appearing Real

Fake Emotions Aren't Real

Forget Everything And Run

Face Everything And Rise !







Monday, November 9, 2015

The Grandparent Test

In a recently televised interview; noted environmental scientist professor Guy McPherson said "I can't imagine there will be a human being on the planet in 2030; but the habitat for humans will be gone before that."

For some perspective, most experts are now saying that if we stopped all environmental pollution tomorrow, we wouldn't see any improvement for thirty years; that's how bad it is, and since we won't be ending all pollution tomorrow it's just going to get even worse.   If both estimates are correct, then 15 years after humans are gone, the environment will begin to show some signs of improvement.

Fifteen years to human extinction, now there is an attention getter.  No amount of backpedaling will ever get back what we've lost.  This then would be the cost of so many years of sweeping everything under the rug of our consciousness as we went about our lives as if everything was just dandy. 

It isn't hard to see how things have gotten so dismal. 

Fracking not only toxifies the ground water table so much it's flammable; it also creates swarms of earthquakes in most cases; and yet it's still legal even as protests are quashed, and the protestors paid into silence.  Business as usual.

The pacific ocean is a dead zone because of Fukushima, and yet the Japanese still continue dumping radioactive waste coolant water in staggering amounts amid deafening silence from world leaders.  How many dead whales, dolphins and sea lions must wash ashore along the pacific coast every day; before the problem is acknowledged and addressed??  We're just now seeing the early impact of Fukushima upon the environment.  It isn't going away any time soon; Google "Halflife". 

Why do we keep allowing the very worst of humanity to rise to leadership positions, generation after generation?  Why do we keep allowing these psychopaths to double down on their worst mistakes, every single time, regardless of the future impact upon our progeny?   How is it we can have 16 people running for president and not a single one has spoken out about the impact of Fukushima?

Keeping pace with the increasingly dystopian nature of reality, American police have become virtually indistinguishable from elite military units.  To compliment their military style tactical uniforms many police departments also have tanks & armored assault vehicles left over from our wars of conquest.  One big problem with this is that when you dress cops like soldiers and give them soldier toys to use, their behavior is going to reflect these changes.  Police are supposed to have a very different job description than soldiers.  When they turned cops into combat troops the old job description for cops was tossed out - we have soldiers now, get used to it.

Every week now we have yet another unarmed innocent civilian shot dead by police; and the victims aren't always black.  Case in point: the February murder of David Kassic who was first tasered, then shot dead by hysterical police woman Lisa Mearkle; all captured on video.  After stopping Kassic for an expired safety sticker officer Mearkle tasered him to the ground.  When the 59 year old Kassic would not stop convulsing (as humans tend to do when tasered), she shot him twice in the back, killing him.  Upon viewing said video no sane person would call it anything but murder; and yet the officer in questioned was exonerated by her department!!

Do you know what its called when the penalty for even the smallest infraction of the rules is being shot to death on the spot?  We call that a police state, and that's what America has become. 

Do you know why things got this bad, its because we allowed it, that's how!

We passively allow the planets largest pesticide manufacturer to make the food we eat, even though they refuse to label or discuss these products.  That doesn't seem strange to you?  When Monsanto is done poisoning our food, they'll start genetically modifying pot seeds next; if they haven't already.  Now there's a thought for the pondering! 

Here's another one; Do you think maybe the chemtrails have something to do with why nobody gives a fuck about anything anymore?  There are literally so many vile, disgusting things going on in the world just now, you'd think our collective heads would explode from the cognitive dissonance & we'd be filling the streets in protest.  Instead we're just the walking dead; going thru the motions to get to payday, never thinking much beyond that.  Why do we permit this insanity?  Isn't there some kind of criteria we could use to screen out these parasites?  You'd think there would be, right?!?  Not so much. 

Tricky Dick taught us that legal is what you get away with.

Now whenever anyone starts talking about actually changing things up a bit, I think everyone just automatically gives up without trying, simply because we're programmed to believe we can't fight city hall...and a hundred other similar things that got crammed in our heads from birth.  People think changing things would be super difficult, and complicated, but that's just more propaganda. 

I wonder what would happen if the American people ever reached the same consensus at the same time.  What if millions of us just said "no more!" with a single voice while filling the streets and bringing commerce to a halt for like a week, just to make a point?  By now we should know that our protests (feeble as they are) always fall on deaf ears.  Cut off their flow of income for a few days and I guarantee they'll listen.  Deprive them of their income for a little longer, and they'll be ready for compromise. 

Here are 3 examples!

We've recently seen this tactic work nicely with the forced retirement of a racist Missouri college professor when the entire football team went on strike in protest.  Faced with loosing a million dollars per game, the powers that be gave in.  Hit them in the money!  The CEO who jacked up the price of cancer meds to $750.00 @ pill has also resigned under tremendous public pressure.  Perhaps the best example came yesterday with Sea World's announcement that they are ending the killer whale shows due to public pressure and shrinking ticket sales!  In the press release they indicated much of the protest resulted from the documentary film "Blackfish".

This is a tactic that will work ... we just need the numbers people.  What do ya say, are you tired enough of this shit to finally stand up in righteous indignation; or have the chemtrails taken that out of you?

My daughter, and # 1 granddaughter are coming for a visit next month; and I find my anticipation of the reunion has dusted off memories of being around my grandmother, (and the heavenly blueberry muffins she used to make)...and I realize that I am not living in the world she envisioned for me, not even close.  Like always, she never really had much of a say in how things are done.

I said that bringing about change doesn't have to be complicated and difficult, and here is one way we might conceivably bring it about ... The Grandparent Test.

 Here's how it would work.  Before new policies, politicians or energy technologies could be permitted they'd have to pass the Grandparent Test, which is beautiful in it's simplicity.  If it is something that a grandparent would not want in their grandkids future; it doesn't happen.  No bribes, no legal loopholes, no bullshit. 

Think we could do that in under 15 years??

Grandma always used to remind me that in America, anyone could grow up to be president; however the reality is that the only president not picked by the illuminati, was Jimmy Carter.  What if those who would be president had to pass the grandparent test to gain that office?  Do you think maybe we'd get better results?  Can the love of a grandparent trump evil greedy bastards?  Maybe it's the only force that can!  Maybe if there was just more time we could find out.

 If we could just evolve fast enough.

Now of course being a grandparent can't be the only criteria, because clearly congress, government & big business are full of them; most of whom are also lawyers! Government & congress are supposed to be representative of the nation's citizenry in general, yet few of us are lawyers!  Why so many lawyers in congress?  Its like having special interests representing themselves, not us.  How about dumping all those greedy white lawyers and stacking congress with scientists, environmentalists, and salt of the earth grandparents who love family more than power and wealth.  woulda, shoulda, coulda.

It's hard not to dwell upon the kind of world my grandchildren will inherit, and the way our generation has failed theirs.  We had our shot at turning things around during the summer of love nearly fifty years ago, and we blew it. 

We let the bastards intimidate us right out of our future, and humanities evolution. 

Part of the blame here falls directly upon Timothy Leary; who had the opportunity to galvanize every one of us back then, but instead he sold out and backed away.  I can imagine the kind of world this might have become if on that sunny San Francisco day he'd said, "turn on, tune in & take over" instead of urging us to get stoned and drop out.  He conned a generation into forsaking their stake in the future.  Nice job there Timmy!

There is enough Helium-3 on the moon to supply 70% of earth's energy needs with clean fusion energy; so why aren't we up there mining it instead of polluting our planet with toxic fossil fuels, and starting serial wars for petroleum?   Why do we silently finance wars of conquest across the globe, sacrificing our young men and women on the altar of greed?  If we spoke with a single voice, we could divert that money to fully funding our schools, giving back their music and arts programs.  I think that would pass the grandparent test faster than everlasting wars. 

Is Guy McPherson right with his estimate of human extinction, maybe yes maybe no, but certainly he very likely knows much more than most of us do.  Whether we bring about our own demise, or fall to some HELE (Human Extinction Level Event) such as coronal mass ejection, asteroid impact, gamma ray burst makes little difference in the end; We'll still be gone.  With that said, whether we meet our doom in 15 years or 150; we still need to make some drastic, quick changes around this place.

It is long past time to dump these depraved, greedy bastards who use us as a renewable resource; We need to be investing everything we have towards more life affirming ways of being on this planet.  We need to restore the balance with nature, act in concert with Gaia not against her.  We need to heal together.  We need peace.


 If we should find that creating the world we'd have our grandchildren inherit is just too much work, too much inconvenience, then we may as well embrace the race to extinction and party like it's 2030 - and hope for a better incarnation next time.

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Saturday, September 26, 2015

Breaking Free From Ego


As we navigate our way through the great shift of the ages, and the spiritual awakening now blooming like plankton across the planet, it just seems there are a great many things and issues one has to be aware of and contend with if we are to avoid running aground on the rocks & shoals of a rapidly changing reality paradigm.  

It seems almost a daily occurrence that the populace of the planet is betrayed and deceived by those who have managed to slime their way into positions of leadership.  Every day we are shown newer and more disgusting examples of this betrayal, feeling powerless perhaps to change it much less fight against it.  In New York this week Pope Francis said that "Capitalism is the devil's dung."  As if wanting to serve as an example; Turing Pharmaceuticals bought out the company making the drug Daraprim then raised the price from $13.50 per pill, to $750.00 per pill; (for a pill which costs a dollar to make.)  The medication is a life saver for people suffering from Aids, Malaria & Cancer.  In an on camera interview, Martin Shkreli, the smarmy young CEO for Turing stated; "If people will pay $13.50 a pill to save their life, they'll also pay $750.00 a pill to save it."  

Wow, what an incredible ego it takes to say that on the record!  An incredibly sick ego!


Lamentably, this is far from an isolated case in the medical community today, where patients become cash cows for those with delusions of god-hood and egos to match.  Everyone is now feeling the effects of both the shift, and the mass awakening underway.  For those who are awake, aware and on a spiritual path these energies are perhaps somewhat easier to deal with, because we are aware of and acknowledge them.  It’s a different story for the sleeping dreamers trying to make sense of what is unfolding around them; as a dying  3D reality slowly grinds it's way to a higher frequency vibration.

Both share a common enemy.

Either way, awake or asleep, there is a built in aspect of self within each of us which if allowed to, can take over your life and make a shambles of it in extreme cases, and that is the ego; or to be more precise, our negative ego.  When we incarnate into the physical form, the focus of consciousness is shifted from the higher conscious mind, thru the unconscious and subconscious mind…to the conscious mind. 

Once incarnated the whole self is divided up into several “aspects of self” such as the inner child, nurturing parent & disapproving parent, masculine and feminine and the ego; which as stated has both a positive and negative expression.  I like to imagine this collective might be structured perhaps something like a large corporation, with the self, (being us) as the CEO or president, and the various aspects of self each performing their functions as specialized departments within the “corporate structure of self.”

It is important to understand that the ego does not exist in the higher conscious mind, where there is no need of it; rather it is an aspect of self existing only in the embodied state, created to assist the self on the material plane of existence.  The incarnated soul nearly always finds itself overwhelmed in this earthly environment, and the ego emerged to assist the self with survival, how to find value, meaning and how to belong

The ego is designed and programmed to serve as the eye through which we view and understand the world around us, its sole function being to deliver to us information from the outside world.  The trouble is that the new ego is as overwhelmed as we are by the physical world, and has no better idea of how to succeed at the business of living than does the newly incarnated self.  The two must find a way to work together.  Now in this corporate structure of self, the egos job is much the same as the mail room delivery boy in a real corporation. (Think Tim Robbins in “The Hudsucker Proxy”)


On a regular daily basis the ego delivers to the CEO (us) not just random information from the physical world, but also information & communications from those around us.  Our job is to place this information in proper context, then to give it form, or if you like, to decide what the content means, and what to do about it.  Then we give it back to the ego, to create that form in the physical world. The ego self then puts that form into action, (the male energy of doing) and being (the feminine energy of being.) That’s the ego’s job. 

Many have discovered that this efficient and well designed system doesn’t always work as planned, it breaks down over time.  How does this happen?  One might say it happens due to free will.  All too often we as the CEO of our corporate self, are not in our office taking care of business when the ego arrives with fresh dispatches for us to deal with.  We are off doing something more fun, leaving things to run on “auto pilot” in our absence. 

Now this is all well and good providing it does not become the norm.  If the boss is out of the office more than in when the ego delivers the daily dispatches, things begin to happen.  It begins harmless enough at first.  Finding itself alone in the boss’s office yet again, the ego lingers, looks around a bit, and maybe even sits in the bosses chair with its feet up on the desk, perhaps fantasizing.  In time this becomes a little unofficial break in the work day, a time when the ego is in the big chair.

One day the ego self notices there’s a lot of work piled up that the boss hasn’t processed, and people demanding answers to their questions etc.  So, the ego decides to help out by doing the bosses job.  The problem is that the ego is not designed or qualified to create context from content, or to properly respond by giving it form.

 The problem becomes serious when the CEO finally realizes what is going on, but chooses to do nothing for the moment.  Being that the ego is keyed to survival, sooner or later the negative side emerges if permitted to remain in control.  The ego doesn’t necessarily know it’s not qualified to do the boss’s job, so it opens the mail, answers the phone and agrees to things it doesn’t understand. 

The ego invariably makes mistakes and screws up because it makes up meanings it can understand; it responds improperly and gets into trouble, getting us into trouble.  Thinking its doing right, the ego defends its position if attacked, having heard that offense is the best defense, the negative ego is born and it begins covering for itself regardless of what that may do to us and our lives.  When the CEO (us) finally decides to re-take the seat of authority, the ego panics, and fights back, and remember, it knows everything about you
Suddenly everything becomes about the ego protecting itself rather than doing the job the right way.  Before long we become the enemy and the negative ego comes to resent and despise us, for various reasons.  The more we fight it for control, the more we are seen as a threat, because at the heart of things the ego is all about survival.  This battle with the negative ego can begin in adolescence and rage on for years; perhaps accounting for the self destructive tendencies exhibited in so many.

Indeed it may be this very fundamental conflict within self that has led so many to seek life on a spiritual path…as a way to finally end this conflict.  As stated previously the ego is not a function of our spiritual nature, it does not arrive with us, nor will it leave with us when we die.  The physical world is the whole universe to the negative ego, and since it cannot accompany us on our return to source, it fears that as it does death itself; and will resist any and all spiritual progress, until it is unseated from power and re-programmed.

The negative ego is secretive, untrustworthy and deceptive in the extreme and soon becomes adept at telling us what we want to hear.  It is critical to remember here that although the negative ego knows everything about us, all we know of it, is what it allows us to see.  It is at this point when some are tempted to try something they read in a book or saw in a seminar…they become convinced they must kill the ego to be free of it.


The moment we decide to try to kill the ego, oh boy, the war is on, big time; and the negative ego now has its worst fears confirmed, we are the enemy and must be destroyed.  Depending on various factors the negative ego will either commit to an all out war with the self, or it may ‘retreat’ out of sight to wage a long drawn out guerrilla war on the self; sabotaging it at every opportunity, but it never relinquishes power for that is seen as defeat & death. 

So, now there is an unqualified power hungry aspect of self in control that is determined to survive even if it means destroying the ‘host.’ If left unchecked it threatens to bring chaos to our life and relationships; one disaster at a time.  Anyone who challenges the negative ego becomes the enemy and must be marginalized. The negative ego becomes something of a chameleon in its mastery of deceit.  It hides in the forest of emotions, learning how to mimic each one.  It will tell you you’re wrong when you’re right, tells you you’ve done badly when the reverse is true, and in time it even gets good enough to convince you that you long ago defeated your negative ego.

How then do we deal with an out of control negative ego?  The obvious answer is with honesty and love; never intimidation or force, which by the way almost never works.
Neither will traditional forms of psychotherapy be very helpful, that’s a game the ego likes, and excels at by the time you realize you need help.  I have heard that some have had good results using such modalities as Primal Scream Therapy, or Reality Therapy, to confront and manage the negative ego aspect.  The problem is that you’re trying to fix something within by going outside, to the illusion of physical reality, which is at best a temporary band-aid for a permanent internal issue. 

One of the reasons the negative ego becomes hostile is because it really isn’t happy having to do all this…it isn’t what the ego wanted, and to break free of its control the first step is understanding that. 

The next step is of course to determine what it is the ego does want; what it was seeking all along, and of course that is esteem.  It wants to be important because of the desire nature within all of us, it’s hardwired for that you could say. 

The third step in breaking free of ego is remembering that getting your way with the ego is not at all dissimilar to dealing with a very small child; it really helps to remember this.
Next comes the hard part, for you must go within and confront the negative ego on its own home ground.  Go within and call the ego forth with love & harmony as your intent.  It may not respond the first or second time, or even the third time you beckon it; but if you are persistent, the ego will sit with you, and listen if your heart shows love and forgiveness. 

You can forget about the damage already done up to this point.  Chances are you will just have to find a way to deal with what may be impossible to repair.  This meeting is about ending the conflict and getting on with life with a harmonious corporate self, so forgiveness should be first.  Next you take responsibility for your part in everything, after all if you had been on the ball in the first place none of this would probably have happened, right?  By now you have the ego’s full attention.

 Time to offer ego a truce, and a promotion. 

By this point you will not have to prove to the ego that it isn’t qualified for your job, it’s painfully aware.  What you do have to prove is your recognition of its ability, plain and simple. Working with the negative ego is very challenging, and time consuming; and at first nothing will come easy.  In life it often takes great effort to rebuild trust where it has been broken, but that, as they say, is the name of the tune.

 As you slowly gain that trust remind the ego that you both began life together, and need to work together for either to be happy and fulfilled.  You establish a mutual peace agreement.  Finally, to reclaim your power and responsibilities from the ego, to reclaim the CEO office you must promote the ego from mail room delivery boy to Director of Communications, and reprogram it to maximize the potential it was designed for.

 As an example, the egos prime directive is to collect data from the physical world and deliver that to you.  Tell it that as Director of Communications its new job is to now scan for all the data picked up from all of our senses…everything, and deliver same to CEO without acting on any of it.  Soon the ego will be delivering torrents of raw data to the CEO’s office for processing and response, just the way it’s supposed to be.  This can be overwhelming at first, like a mild case of sensory overload which quickly enough becomes the new norm, as you find your awareness expanding across the board, and perhaps even across the universe. 

I find it interesting that the out of control negative ego so closely mimics the tactics and behavior of our so called political parties in this country.  In both cases power is wrongly seized by unqualified entities that make a holy mess of everything and have no regard whatsoever for the host.  Sound familiar?

 If indeed America’s negative ego has been wrecking things for fun and profit, I wonder how much more we can take, before we seek a way to stop it once and for all; and then  restore the balance.  Just as we each must confront our negative ego (each in their own way) to restore balance to our lives; we must also confront the ego’s real life counterparts currently destroying this country.  If we don't confront them very soon, the chance will be gone. 

May the Source be with You

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